Sunday, 29 June 2014

Please Don't Get Tired Of Me



It happens every time
She lose interest in me
She get tired of me
Suddenly, she don't bother hitting me up anymore
The conversations become shorter
She forget about me and I just become a distant memory
I wonder if it's my fault sometimes
But then I realize that people never stay in my life
And there's nothing I can do about it

Saturday, 21 June 2014

Aku Dah Agak Dah!



Aku dah agak dah!
Pada mulanya rasa tak sedap hati
Tapi aku memaksa diri
Berjumpa dengannya hanya sehari
Rindu ini, sumpah tak tertahan lagi

Aku dah agak dah!
Dia hanya diam membisu
Nak cakap apa pun tak tahu
Aku hanya duduk termangu
Kadang membebel, kadang merapu

Aku dah agak dah!
Kita dah tak semesra dulu
Hilang gelak tawa yang macam hantu
Nasib ada gitar yang membantu
Neutralkan suasana yang sudah pun kaku

Aku dah agak dah!
Berkongsi kasih memang perit
Hati akan sentiasa berdenyut sakit
Walaupun senyum panjang tinggi kelangit
Tak siapa tahu perasaan yang menghimpit

Aku dah agak dah!
Sebelum berpisah gaduh pun sempat
Tak pasal-pasal air mata turun lebat
Tapi aku nak kau ingat
Wallahi, hanya kau sahabat aku dunia akhirat

p/s : Ni la padahnya sayang sangat dengan kawan yang sorang tu. Konon-konon real friend. Yes, padan muka aku!

Wednesday, 30 October 2013

Dreaming of you

Assalamualaikum.


Hey you..
You know what? I dreamed about you last night..
It was a surprised for me because as far as I became aware of it, I never had a dream with you in it.
It was weird because you are one of the people in my life that gave me a reason to dream.

You know, in that dream we were fighting as per usual but this was about something that I wrote.
You were saying how wrong I am and I was defending myself, obviously.
Then we stood there quietly, not wanting to look at each other.

And you took my hands.
Caressed it at first but then you crossed your fingers with mine.
And you weren't even looking, made me laughed with that egoistic attitude of yours.
But I'm glad.

This shows how much our friendship matters to you.
This shows that you have your own way of saying sorry.
This shows that maybe, just maybe.. that dream is a sign of something.

It feels real, ya know?
That warmth. That softness. That feeling.
I want us to be friends.
I want us to laugh at that silliness play and share stories again
And I want us to argue, if that is a price to pay

p/s : Sometimes I can be a bit sentimental. Whateverr. Haha! Ada aku kisah?